9PM, 6/13 - good

notes in the moral life

humans are thrown into a world in which we are always "becoming" in time

we become as we learn

we learn as we imitate

a question we cannot avoid: who are we to become like? in large part, culture = the roles and positions we are to occupy. what you learn from your cultural group is what you are going to be like, and who you are going to be like. and we learn this as infants + children through observing, imitation, modeling, mirroring others in our group

every cultural group has its own answer about which specific humans are worthy of imitation (since we can really only imitate ideals through imitating specific humans)

one inroad into christianity is to ask: who am i to become like? and the christian answer is: messiah jesus, the son of god. the specific human most worthy of imitation is jesus.

start with imitating jesus. not just as a great moral teacher whose teachings are worthy of action, but as a person whose life is worthy of imitation (including his crucifixion and his resurrection).

as paul writes in romans 8:29, god has predestined us to be conformed to the image of his son. in galatians: "until christ is formed in you." 1 john 2:6: "whoever claims to live in him must live as jesus did." other examples abound.

e.g. luke 6:40; 1 john 3:2; philippians 2:5; philippians 3:21; 1 corinthians 15:49; ephesians 4:13; 1 peter 2:21; 1 corinthians 11:1

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why imitate jesus? to become like him

because just as seeds become trees, and children become members of society, human beings become like jesus

why become like jesus? that the trajectory of his life would become ours - freedom from slavery, passing through death by the power of an indestructible life and love and coming out of the other side into a good and spacious land, flowing with milk and honey.

and that is the promise at the heart of christianity - not only that we are saved by him, but that we are saved to become like him, to do even greater things than he did, in him

this is why jesus' call is for us to follow him

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and what does it mean to imitate jesus?

it is to learn from him who is gentle and lowly in heart, to follow him in doing the desire of the heavenly father who is love, to listen to him in his commandments that to love god and to love one's neighbour are the greatest of god's instruction/teaching, to trust in him as the one who reveals god's character and will of salvation

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everything finds its place in the love of god and neighbour. things are good to the extent that they participate in loving god and loving one's neighbour. things are bad to the extent that they work against love of god and neighbour.

are megachurches good or bad? is being tough on yourself good or bad? is sex good or bad? are guns good or bad? is perfectionism good or bad? is free speech good or bad?

is hierarchy good or bad? is money good or bad? is calvinism or hypergrace good or bad? is makeup culture good or bad?

let's ask a new question: what place could this have in the love of god and neighbour?

so while we would like to draw a line between things that are good and things that are bad, the line goes through every single thing. the same "thing" or "concept" or "phenomenon" contains the possibility of both goodness and badness - can participate in creating wholeness + vividness or in wreaking destruction + death.

imagine: rather than the exclusion of things from our vision of goodness and our imagination of the kingdom, what about the redemption of things?

instead of banning swords, what if we beat them into plowshares? instead of shunning an ideology or an idea - what might it look like when placed into love?

basically, we have to think things through.

the thing is, some things are very difficult to put into love. some things have little to no place in the love of god and neighbour. this is important. there is no such thing as a loving genocide or a loving slavery.

*PM, */* - *****

i am exiled from the good land

1PM, 5/24 - imitation

i would summarize god's character as "worthy of imitation"

god is worthy of obedience

and worthy of imitation

what god is like is always "what to be like"

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we can imagine someone worthy of obedience who is not worthy of imitation

"do as i say, not as i do"

they are wise and right enough, or powerful enough, such that it's a good idea to obey them

but someone is only worthy of imitation when it is good to be like them

god is king of kings and lord of lords, but also exemplar of exemplars

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if our final destination is to be conformed to the image of the messiah (romans 8:29), and we are instructed to be imitators of god (ephesians 5:1), to imitate people as they imitate the messiah (1 corinthians 11:1), to be complete as our heavenly father is complete (matthew 5:48), and so on, then the character of god is always such that it would be good for us to be like that

if god is angry, it must be an anger worthy of imitation.

if god hates sin, it must be a hatred worthy of imitation.

basically, i am suspicious of the idea that god's ways are not our ways to the point that god's goodness is unrecognizable to us as good - especially because we presume that there are exceptions for god that would be unacceptable for humans

of course i get where that's coming from, but we are also told to be imitators of god

so, again, what god is like is "worthy of imitation"

and there are many portraits and concepts of god which are far from good examples.

11AM, 5/10 - wide

i keep coming back to improv

i think it's because improv is this game we can inhabit to embody openness

openness, spontaneity, surrender, attentiveness, and curiosity, rather than an imposed structure of control

that is what is so appealing about saying "yes and." that humour and beauty and joy and something wonderful could come from just being here enough to see what's available to play with - without pre-planning an ideal outcome or a way to get there.

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however, i've been thinking about a possible counterpart to "yes and"-ing, which is going along

that is, a kind of "yes" without an "and." this is saying yes to every first good idea, jumping onto every bit, leading to incoherence

and directionlessness eventually invites the dream of structure and hierarchy and institutionalization and optimizing.

which may be true

but i think there's something about how rather than needing to say "no," or discerning what to say no to (which is still important, don't get me wrong)

we can be mindful of how there's always multiple things to say "yes, and" to in every offer

like it's not about NOT saying "no" to an offer that seems immediately revulsive and unfunny to you

but about saying "yes" to the other interesting things going on - the other, perhaps more subtle, invitations there

(there's always interesting things going on)

12PM, 5/3 - yinyang

the thing about yin (surrender) and yang (determination)

is that sometimes we deceive ourselves about being in yin,

and we exert as much energy trying to surrender

and lying to ourselves about what we're okay with

as it would have taken to change our circumstances

if we were not so afraid

11PM, 5/2 - compassion

1. self-compassion is a wide-enough home for all of you to live in.

2. compassion is recursive. you can have compassion on your complete inability to have compassion for yourself.

3. compassion is not primarily about trying to put up with yourself. it is about releasing the stories that tell us we need to be put up with.

12AM, 4/27 - love

love says "it matters that you're around" - and means it

love says "it's good that god made you" - and means it

5PM, 4/20 - collections

"Year 1 of Transforming My Yard into a Wildlife Oasis" (link)

"Inside My Flooded Cave Ecosystem (One Year of Growth)" (link)

11PM, 3/2 - discipline

"How Being 'Hard On Ourselves' Sabotages Long-Term Discipline (And What To Do Instead)

"how to set resolutions"

you are like a plant

"You Can’t Simply Decide to Be a Different Person"

"the way to spend less time on this app is to prepare more interesting sources of interaction and information, and allow your focus to shift automatically" / "btw I think this is the way to get things done in general, using interest, desire, and attraction instead of discipline or self-control" - @ftlsid

maybe you're not actually trying

6PM, 2/26 - real

on being really real:

are minds made of wonder?

"i once met this girl who followed her heart so strongly i was smitten"

4PM, 2/26 - nice

a collection of links on nice guy-ism as a defense mechanism:

interesting bc this is the kind of stuff i'd be more curious about but it really does seem to contradict a lot of my foundational beliefs re: the way of jesus, eschatological/resurrection gender, etc.

gosh im confused

11AM, 2/18 - psychodiversity

keywords: memetics, psychofauna, social contagion, social construction

Book Review: Crazy Like Us

1AM, 2/6 - moving

improv is a kind of forgiveness meditation

improv without forgiveness is impossible

and vice versa

surrendering to unconditional acceptance of reality

1AM, 2/4 - suicide

some notes on first reformed:

9PM, 1/6 - fragments
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